Recently in Things I Want to Say Category

Time for another edition. Since Tiffany just did something similar. Feel free to play along.

• I'm having trouble respecting you. It's less your own fault than the fault of that other guy whose opinion I let influence me.
• I'm having trouble respecting you, since I let your opinion influence me about that other guy.
• I love you.
• If you quit pretending like nothing's wrong, I'll do the same. Except that means we have to deal with the issues, and I'm feeling too lazy to do that. Because I'm way over here and you're way over there and it doesn't really bother me on a daily basis.
• I don't think you much like me anymore, after that incident with that girl, because I know you don't like how I handled it. I don't regret what I did, but it makes me sad that you are clearly more distant. I don't know how to approach that.
• This arrangement/agreement/whatever is bullshit. I feel gypped. I really want to call this out, but it doesn't seem worth it.
• You seem nice enough. In fact, you're way cooler than I thought you would be. But sometimes you really creep me out.
• For someone who seems to think that we're so close, you don't really act like it. That's as much my fault as it is yours, since that's the dynamic we've established over the years, what with my being largely unavailable and all. But still. Show me a little love, eh?

I feel like I should some more positive items in that list. But I'm feeling mostly okay about most things, and I think I've already told the appropriate persons if I have a positive thought towards them.

Time for another round.

• Not everything is about you. I cannot say one thing to you without you making it about you. Fuckin' cut it out.
• I don't know what's going on, I'm afraid to ask, and I'll be damned if I can say no to you.
• You were one of my favorite things about living here, and it just ain't the same without you. People still talk about the parties we used to throw.
• Hands off, buster! I'll do my job, you do yours. If you don't step the fuck off, we're gonna have to fight.
• You're making a huge mistake. Did you learn nothing from the last time? ABORT! ABORT!
• You're such a little weasel and I hate that so much of my plan for the immediate future lies in your hands.

I know it's ultimately my own damn fault, but you could have prevented it and I really think you ought to apologize and express at least a modicum of remorse instead of chuckling and saying, "That sucks."

I'm still angry, but I'm also too lazy/procrastinatory to deal with you right now.

I wish I wasn't so damn poor. I feel like I owe you things that I'd love to share/provide, but I just can't, and most of the time I end up taking from you and can't even provide for myself. I tell myself it's because the experience of spending time with you is worth it, and it is for me. But I worry that it's not for you and a lot of the time I just feel really guilty about it.

You're the coolest. I wish we could hang out more, but I feel like I'm never available and you always have things going on already.

You are the kind of person that makes me feel better about myself.

You disgust me.

I wish you weren't so damn sloppy. Really, clean it up a little.

I think about you all the time.

Don't mind me. I seem to be awfully emotional today.