Confoozed

Ya know, I’m just a little bit incredulous at the moment. I can’t decide if I’m mad or not. Sorry for the ambiguity, but I’ll explain further when I’ve decided how I feel about it. For now, I’m gonna watch the rest of Secretary.

UPDATE: So Secretary was… interesting. I liked it. I can’t decide if I like Maggie Gyllenhall overall, but I liked her in this movie. Her character reminded me of my friend Julie. Except for the submissive part. It was more about the hair and posture. I also saw Rabbit-proof Fence the other day. That was really good. And so sad. So terribly sad.

As for the other bit, I’m just gonna say that I hate when people lie. I’m just as guilty as the next person of the little white lie for the purposes of getting out of something you don’t really want to do. But if you’re gonna lay a big one, 1) at least try to make your shit credible in the first place and 2) keep your story straight.

For me to get truly upset is for me to give the other person way too much credit. I’m really just disappointed. Not angry. It’s back to that “managing expectations” thing (as in, don’t have any expectations). And I was in a really fucking good mood today, too. So fuck it. I’m having a piece of candy. (And if you want the real scoop, you can always email me, ya know.)

  • http://www.highlymoody.com mel

    I’m sorry *hugs*

  • http://thewatergirl.blogspot.com the watergirl

    that always sucks.

    also, even though i don’t know you IRL and stuff, i sat there for a second with this really horrible guilt that it was me. i hate my conscience sometimes. i look for animosity towards me even when it doesn’t remotely exist. i don’t know why. i guess it’s what happens when you have crappy friends for most of your life (not the current ones, of course …

  • http://www.swirlspice.com Erica

    Aw, watergirl, don’t worry.

  • http://thewatergirl.blogspot.com the watergirl

    okay, if you say not to

  • http://www.highlymoody.com mel

    awww that’s really cute guys!

    *grouphug*

  • http://www.swirlspice.com Erica

    *wipes tear*